coldhotcocoa @ 2006-11-30T21: 49:00
sitting ... this was on 18.11. only just occurred to me that I could even post pictures ...
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to time I see one in my full height 1.66 m with my xD
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Thursday, November 30, 2006
Sore Knees From Driving
CALL
I had the affair with Ingo actually mentioned? Yes, I had ... my brain is by the daily calls lediert somehow, the people are to throw up, to call there, all people who have no money and who think that we are responsible for their children, for example. Yes, we are of RWE, while the social welfare office, I forgot. Why are actually children into the world if they pay them no power can? What else to ... today has actually called such an asshole (sorry for the language) and wanted to know if it is "live" in his heat flow meter with peak performance or not would be and when I could give him no answer, no quick, at least, he said that we the conversation could also stop and then has just launched. What a ... gosh there are some nice people on this planet? CUTE? I fear that all the unfriendly people at RWE registered as a customer and annoy me every day, customers are also nice, but the majority is super unfriendly. I hate it.
I had the affair with Ingo actually mentioned? Yes, I had ... my brain is by the daily calls lediert somehow, the people are to throw up, to call there, all people who have no money and who think that we are responsible for their children, for example. Yes, we are of RWE, while the social welfare office, I forgot. Why are actually children into the world if they pay them no power can? What else to ... today has actually called such an asshole (sorry for the language) and wanted to know if it is "live" in his heat flow meter with peak performance or not would be and when I could give him no answer, no quick, at least, he said that we the conversation could also stop and then has just launched. What a ... gosh there are some nice people on this planet? CUTE? I fear that all the unfriendly people at RWE registered as a customer and annoy me every day, customers are also nice, but the majority is super unfriendly. I hate it.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Seized Auctions Calgary
coldhotcocoa @ 2006-11-28T21: 19:00
GOSH say that this is not true ... Today, four years ago I passed my driving test. I take it not so long ago that is now already oO. Wanted to check anyway, I was not exactly sure if it's the 28th or 29.11. was. Mama and Papa had indeed at 30.11. '02 Silver wedding. Even just four years ago. As I get aggressive when I think again that they do not even 27 years were married. This is unfair. But I am now diesbzgl. still. Sandra, from work, is 27 today and she told me when I mentioned that Dad was already dead, that her father had an accident 15 years ago. She was only 12th Twelve years old. This is hard to find. What kind of memories she still him? She said that she was also the pure Papa child. Why do I learn in Recent constantly meeting people who are even half or full orphans? Only Angela, who lost her mom a few years ago from cancer, then Raffi, who their parents are no longer two, then Katja and now Sandra. And all work where I work (okay, so Angela is kicked out), but that's not normal. And then I hear such news, they make me really angry and even cry somehow to bring, yes, yes I know I'm too sensitive ... but this morning was at our local radio station that had threatened a student in St. Augustine with the same stop, the boy in the Emsstetten (you spell that right?) has committed. Because I get really too much! What gives the people the right God to play? Is there any special places for extra talented people been allowed? oo I think these things just unbelievable and damn sad. It so nice enough people die from disease or accidents, why are there people who make it a fun and easy to shoot down other way? Just the thing at the penitentiary in Siegburg. Where a prisoner has been brought from the other two prisoners to hang themselves with. WHO gives us the right to play God?? No one! Why do we / they then over and over again? Okay, since you could say now that this was in the past often been the case, but mine are the eyes opened and I could cry ...
Another thing that may be very trivial compared to the above subject is Ingo. The guy is ... cute? Yes, just sweet and kind and friendly and polite and simple ... Ingo. More comfortable with him or otherwise I can not describe. Two weeks ago I met him by chance and now we write our regular emails, mind you: he started, not me! And when I told him then suggested yesterday, as it would if we were to exchange phone numbers (not ...), to make phone calls to us but to what can be easier than the constant "secret" letter mail during work He said he was between life and professional life would differ rather I hope he was not angry. I said of course that I was not angry, but I can not understand it ... even if I got an explanation for it and all say that I should wait, in contrast, said Dr. L., that I should hold him to this, either to decide for me, speak to the contact with me or not, but I can not ... do I like him too much, I could not tell Dr. L., of course he was of the opinion that it was purely platonic, but it is not, at least not from my side. Shit, everything ... There
And one more thing to the beats me right now just on the stomach. The Work. The customers. The atmosphere. The aggression. My "laughing seizures", which I do not even get on purpose. Today was again a case in point ... the customer has me really offended, said things that repeat I do not necessarily and I was able to conversation going just do not, but was not capable to tell him this well, others have since the guts, I do not, he would not let me finish talking, on and on, until that Sandra miteinschaltete finally into the conversation and spoke to him recently, he even began to cry. Then a customer who said that we would produce nothing as "crap" and just before the lunch break, I thought only: "I WILL NO LONGER" but I could not just go, can I still do not, I do not know if that's the right job for me. I learn there to argue and that should at least, but my nature is not built for it. I hate discussions, disputes, ill-tempered man, and wearing their mood am to myself I like a mirror that catches their bad mood and this contributes to home, home, they ask, then release what was and when I say that I simply have bad mood, they say that I have no reason, if I can not explain. Yes, I need an explanation for everything and everyone. -.-
GOSH say that this is not true ... Today, four years ago I passed my driving test. I take it not so long ago that is now already oO. Wanted to check anyway, I was not exactly sure if it's the 28th or 29.11. was. Mama and Papa had indeed at 30.11. '02 Silver wedding. Even just four years ago. As I get aggressive when I think again that they do not even 27 years were married. This is unfair. But I am now diesbzgl. still. Sandra, from work, is 27 today and she told me when I mentioned that Dad was already dead, that her father had an accident 15 years ago. She was only 12th Twelve years old. This is hard to find. What kind of memories she still him? She said that she was also the pure Papa child. Why do I learn in Recent constantly meeting people who are even half or full orphans? Only Angela, who lost her mom a few years ago from cancer, then Raffi, who their parents are no longer two, then Katja and now Sandra. And all work where I work (okay, so Angela is kicked out), but that's not normal. And then I hear such news, they make me really angry and even cry somehow to bring, yes, yes I know I'm too sensitive ... but this morning was at our local radio station that had threatened a student in St. Augustine with the same stop, the boy in the Emsstetten (you spell that right?) has committed. Because I get really too much! What gives the people the right God to play? Is there any special places for extra talented people been allowed? oo I think these things just unbelievable and damn sad. It so nice enough people die from disease or accidents, why are there people who make it a fun and easy to shoot down other way? Just the thing at the penitentiary in Siegburg. Where a prisoner has been brought from the other two prisoners to hang themselves with. WHO gives us the right to play God?? No one! Why do we / they then over and over again? Okay, since you could say now that this was in the past often been the case, but mine are the eyes opened and I could cry ...
Another thing that may be very trivial compared to the above subject is Ingo. The guy is ... cute? Yes, just sweet and kind and friendly and polite and simple ... Ingo. More comfortable with him or otherwise I can not describe. Two weeks ago I met him by chance and now we write our regular emails, mind you: he started, not me! And when I told him then suggested yesterday, as it would if we were to exchange phone numbers (not ...), to make phone calls to us but to what can be easier than the constant "secret" letter mail during work He said he was between life and professional life would differ rather I hope he was not angry. I said of course that I was not angry, but I can not understand it ... even if I got an explanation for it and all say that I should wait, in contrast, said Dr. L., that I should hold him to this, either to decide for me, speak to the contact with me or not, but I can not ... do I like him too much, I could not tell Dr. L., of course he was of the opinion that it was purely platonic, but it is not, at least not from my side. Shit, everything ... There
And one more thing to the beats me right now just on the stomach. The Work. The customers. The atmosphere. The aggression. My "laughing seizures", which I do not even get on purpose. Today was again a case in point ... the customer has me really offended, said things that repeat I do not necessarily and I was able to conversation going just do not, but was not capable to tell him this well, others have since the guts, I do not, he would not let me finish talking, on and on, until that Sandra miteinschaltete finally into the conversation and spoke to him recently, he even began to cry. Then a customer who said that we would produce nothing as "crap" and just before the lunch break, I thought only: "I WILL NO LONGER" but I could not just go, can I still do not, I do not know if that's the right job for me. I learn there to argue and that should at least, but my nature is not built for it. I hate discussions, disputes, ill-tempered man, and wearing their mood am to myself I like a mirror that catches their bad mood and this contributes to home, home, they ask, then release what was and when I say that I simply have bad mood, they say that I have no reason, if I can not explain. Yes, I need an explanation for everything and everyone. -.-
Friday, November 10, 2006
Mother Of The Bride On The Lisburn Road
coldhotcocoa @ 2006-11-10T23: 06:00
tired ... animal has tired NEN, someone Bed for me? but I do not go to sleep ... according to dr. l. It would be good if I would write diary, which I hereby do actually, so I do not know if I still need another, who knows? oh, whatever, I wanted to write pure all the time back when I was on Wednesday so my ma was excited and the ignorance of my brothers. all of them. I first came Wednesday night after the lymphatic drainage, which has not taken place at all abundance, home and mama told me to my room still suck must make and the bad must and "someone needs to step-down eyes, Michael has drawn even below "and Michael was full of pride! gosh I was so sour, I last week got Wednesday the whole damn house from top gewienert to bottom and then I offer her that I brush tomorrow or the day after tomorrow (ie Wednesday or Thursday) and that's not enough, no, I have to clean last week must have to a 8 hour day, thanks! I have therefore made the bathroom and my room and Mark said very naughty boy of the ignorant: I have but not in the mood today to make my room! which has been accepted, but the staircase is essential to gewienert, well thank you! and who finally stuck the fuck? of course me. and then complain that I'm always so polite, sorry, I'll try and even out my skin to get out, but I can not and I want it, but I still can not make wills and I all right, but in reality I am angry black, instead of saying what I prefer to walk away from any confrontation ... and I regularly make myself crazy with new challenges, have morning stomach hurt because of what later turned out to be unnecessary after all. did on tuesday, n what actually, but I thought it was sweet, NEN small items, a card can say almost, get, are regulated in the 10 gold, how to defend themselves against anxiety.
first anxiety, worry and physical symptoms occurring only increased, but normal stress reactions.
second anxiety, stress reactions and to ensure no harmful to health, the 3rd
amplify fear reactions not by frightening fantasies.
rest is coming tomorrow ... But I know now that I am a perfectionist and if I want to have everything perfect, everything makes it worse ... gosh I hate myself for it.
tired ... animal has tired NEN, someone Bed for me? but I do not go to sleep ... according to dr. l. It would be good if I would write diary, which I hereby do actually, so I do not know if I still need another, who knows? oh, whatever, I wanted to write pure all the time back when I was on Wednesday so my ma was excited and the ignorance of my brothers. all of them. I first came Wednesday night after the lymphatic drainage, which has not taken place at all abundance, home and mama told me to my room still suck must make and the bad must and "someone needs to step-down eyes, Michael has drawn even below "and Michael was full of pride! gosh I was so sour, I last week got Wednesday the whole damn house from top gewienert to bottom and then I offer her that I brush tomorrow or the day after tomorrow (ie Wednesday or Thursday) and that's not enough, no, I have to clean last week must have to a 8 hour day, thanks! I have therefore made the bathroom and my room and Mark said very naughty boy of the ignorant: I have but not in the mood today to make my room! which has been accepted, but the staircase is essential to gewienert, well thank you! and who finally stuck the fuck? of course me. and then complain that I'm always so polite, sorry, I'll try and even out my skin to get out, but I can not and I want it, but I still can not make wills and I all right, but in reality I am angry black, instead of saying what I prefer to walk away from any confrontation ... and I regularly make myself crazy with new challenges, have morning stomach hurt because of what later turned out to be unnecessary after all. did on tuesday, n what actually, but I thought it was sweet, NEN small items, a card can say almost, get, are regulated in the 10 gold, how to defend themselves against anxiety.
first anxiety, worry and physical symptoms occurring only increased, but normal stress reactions.
second anxiety, stress reactions and to ensure no harmful to health, the 3rd
amplify fear reactions not by frightening fantasies.
rest is coming tomorrow ... But I know now that I am a perfectionist and if I want to have everything perfect, everything makes it worse ... gosh I hate myself for it.
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